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2010-01-25T15:58:00.001+08:00

Moved to www.lost-intherainbow.blogspot.com.

Leave your email on my taggy and I will invite you to

my blog ( only those that I wanna invite)

2010-01-19T17:40:00.003+08:00

Just gonna keep my mouth shut this time.

Yeah baby not gonna say anything, just gonna

shut my trap and walk away like nothing happened!

Cos ultimately at the end of the day, everyone will be my judge.

I mean everyone who have eyes, and are fair.

Like what my parents said its not worth it.

过去然它过去~

I will put everything we went through and every memories at the back

of my head :D

And yeah, go ahead and deceive yourself :D

I'm gonna forgive and forget, Take care :D

2010-01-14T22:02:00.002+08:00

Everyone's accountable to themselves.

Moving on means, clearing all misunderstandings and

making places that went wrong right again.

This time I'm gonna rant!

Eeeeeeee 我不喜欢sia! So disgusted with your attitude please!

Now I know why everyone dont like you luh!

Please change your attitude and your habits before everyone 不爽你.

Stop pestering laoda before she flare up!

I dont wanna be mean but than you really damn irritating!

Not we all wanna say you but your attitude really sucks!

Cant imagine I'm gonna see you for 2 years!

Eeeeeeee!

And and, I want say this.

不是我不珍惜，是我累了。

Tired of being taken for granted and sister 不是挂在嘴边的。

2010-01-13T20:10:00.003+08:00

Cute mah?

Joleen's, mine and Pei Ling's school bag!

Look at Joleen's chaotar Domo. Wahahahaha!

Am enjoying myself in school everyday.

New friends and new environment.

Not used to going school everyday but I'm learning!

Made two new close friends from my class, crazy us laughing everywhere

we go and making jokes of our classmates!

School equals : Laugh,eat,drink,talk,joke and study!

I'm Lovin it!

2010-01-06T20:42:00.002+08:00

Not going to blog for the time being.

See my twitter for more updates :D

Gonna get busy with school stuffs.

Sayo, till then.

P.s , in case you dont know. I'm in hairdesign ITE collage east now :D

2010-01-04T00:21:00.003+08:00

It was a hard day for me today.

So much ran through my mind!

Family and friends, both of which that makes me whom I'm.

To whom it may concern.

I know you are going through many things now.

You are busy, you are confused whichever it may be.

I have decided to give it up, to stand back or should I say let you go.

Decided to not cling on this anymore, its hurting me too much.

I think this is the best for both of us now.

I wont go too far away, I will stay close.

I will be there whenever you need me, well if you dont need me at all

than I will pray that you will be safe and happy.

Till then..

At the end of the day,

I know who are the ones that cares and feels for me.

Thanking God for the special ones he put in my life.

Great thanks to :

J.L, for not judging me and always reminding me to

be cheerful, look ahead and always there whenever I need a listening ear. (:

X.Y, for always being there for me , forgiving me no matter what I do

and always advising me last but not least pillar of strength.(:

2009-12-22T22:43:00.003+08:00

Finally I have removed everything related to you

from my laptop, or should I say even from my mind.

Memories are to be kept, every memories but it's exception for you!

I submitted my application for my ITE just now.
But I still need to go down to collage east to apply for

beauty therapy and hair design tml morning.

God I really wanna thank you ,

for what you did in my life in 2008 and 2009!

Everything happened for a purpose.

Having cancer, having a r/s , stop school , break up and alot more.

Like many say, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

I believe everything that happened, there's a lesson for me to learn behind.

For having cancer, it's for me to slow down and see what's happening around me .

For having a r/s and break up, it's for me to see how people comes and goes

and show me who really love me and cares for me.

All the ups and downs really moulded me and made me stronger.

Physically and spirituality!

And this few days, my r/s with my two best friends are getting better again.

I love the way we are now :D

Love you guys!

Sayo shall end here! :D

2009-12-21T21:48:00.002+08:00

Back from camp! :D

It was a good one! Love it to the max!

Really feel God's presence during the camp!
There was worship everyday in camp,which I think is good!

And the sharing during the camp definitely helps me in my QT

and know God better!

Had fun, had great food and love the camp cos the programmes wasnt

too pack together and had lots of free time (which I like).

Only the sleeping part, didn't get to sleep well.

Firstly the bed was either too soft or too bouncy, secondly it was too

noisy and lastly it was either too cold or too hot

(aircon spoilt on the second last night).

But overall , I love it to the max !

Went to take my N level results just now.

It was abit better than what I expected. Thank god!

Going to ITE next year.
Thinking to apply for beauty therapy or maybe hair design!

Hopefully I can get into either one.

Wanted to take tourism but it will be at west side, so ya..

Okay im dead tired shall turn in for the day now!

Night peoples! :D

2009-12-16T20:46:00.002+08:00

A long time since i last blogged.

Life has been busy recently.

Busy with? Actually me, myself dont know either.
Hahahaha,but all I can say I'm enjoying the busyness

that is going on in my life!

Cos if I'm busy I wont have the time to let my mind run wild! :D

Love the company I have now !

Ying cousy , Janet bunny , Iris , Shuiting laopo , pastor and cuixian jie

and most importantly my family members.

Really glad to have them.

They are always there for me when I need them.

Always telling me to look ahead , 忘记背后努力向前！

You guys know I love you all! :D

Going for youth camp tml ! It will be at Malaysia.

Hopefully it will be a good and filling one.

Will be back with photos , will upload all the photos that I had

been wanting to when I'm back :D

Ciaos , till then .

2009-12-07T22:03:00.002+08:00

Feeling so frigging tired and having a bad headache now !

So many things happening now ! Headache to the max !

I need a break from all these things manzxc !

2009-12-03T18:33:00.003+08:00

I have the sudden thought of going for a vacation !

Korea or Japan's the ideal place ! But I know its impossible .

Am currently thinking of where I should head next year !?

ITE ? Bible school ? Or continue sec 5 if I can continue ?

I'm lost of direction ! Someone please enlighten me !

Indulging in my own's world now !

Sayo , single life rocks my life ! (:

2009-12-02T23:15:00.002+08:00

This few days spent my time at chalet .

Had alot of fun with the bobos from 29thnov-1stdec !(ahhais changed name)

Everything with bobos , time pass very very fast !

Idontknow why sial ! Hopefully tattytat's birthday he got

open chalet again ! Than we all can go play ! Hahahah!

At chalet that time never sleep very well , the pig(tattytat) who sleep

beside me keep bua stun ! LOL!

First night , all at there kpkb than when finally I sleep already

Pinky snore so loud that I was awaken, than he sibeh cute still say not him .

After that kena scare by tattytat I sleep untill sibeh song than

I turn to other side (face him) he suddenly say boo !

Than I chua tio cannot sleep ! Nice one ~

Second night , he took up the whole pillow and the blanket ! Thanks alot uh ! LOL!

Hai my neck so pain when I wake up , box die him :}

After checked out of chalet , went to sports hall's lan !

30th night (second night)

Bought two small cakes from emicakes for aiai and conggy ~

Cos aiai's grandpa just pass away so she cannot cut cake , so I asked her

mai cut but eat can anot than she say should be can so i went to buy .

Sang happy birthday song and they shared their cakes hahaha !

Aiai and conggy hope you all enjoyed this day with bobos :}

Oh ya I also enjoyed myself at brian's .

Though mostly all guys I enjoyed alot , they are all so funny and

fun to be with lor ! Hahaha .

Photos and videos are to be uploaded when I get them :}

Ciaos and night people :}

2009-11-28T12:46:00.001+08:00

Went to Brian's chalet last night ,

something unpleasant happened .

Made alot people to feel unhappy .

Sorry sist and bro , like make you two got misunderstanding .

And thank you bro for being there last night .

Sist bu yao wu hui ok ? Sorry !

2009-11-25T15:30:00.002+08:00

Went to meet sist and her bf yesterday .

Wanted to play at Xg but than Marcus not member than

cannot play , &*!^&!*#^@*!

Waste time go there , after that we slack slack blah blah .

Than after sist go home , I went to meet daddy and mummy

at Tm to shop for their dinner's clothes .

But after walking around for dont know how many freaking hours

they didnt buy anything (as usual) .

That was how I celebrated this year's birthday .

No cake no nothing hahaha .

Oh Teng gave me a present and auntie gave me a red packet (:

Teng's present is CUTE ttm ! (:

Today gonna meet up with church people for steamboat @ bugis .

Something like a belated celebration ? (:

But sadly Shuiting wont be able to join us , but anyway I'm still

gonna enjoy it !

Thanks people for your birthday wishes (:

P.s did i mention that sist and his bf's damn super cute ! (:

2009-11-21T13:01:00.003+08:00

Counting down , 3 days to my big day ! (:

Am currently very sick ~

Bad sore throat , bad flu and backache !

Backache due to sleeping position , that night I even

placed my leg on my cousy's back and stomach while sleeping !

Bad bad bad sleeping position !

My mum even told me when I was younger my sleeping position

was very very 'powerful' ! Hahaha , the famous 180 degrees

and roll down the bed ! ;shy !

For my birthday , can those who wanna buy present for me come

and talk to me first ? (:

If you do , I will love you ttm (:

I already how a plan in mind so ya , tyvm (:

2009-11-21T10:15:00.002+08:00

Went to Cube with tatty tat and congy yesterday .

Hong tagged along .

Wanted to play at Cube , but than only got 3 comp for L4d2 .

So we went to Evo to play L4D1 , maybe later going again to

see if got place to play ! I seriously dont understand why time

always flies so fast when I'm with them .

I enjoy being with them ! Cos when I'm with them I dont need

to put up a mask , I can just be who I am ! (:

2009-11-20T16:55:00.002+08:00

My new phone same as Shuiting laopo !

With wi-fi , 3.2 Mp camera !

I'm lovin it ! ♥ (:

Going out with At tat and conggy later ! (:

Is this love ?

2009-11-19T20:05:00.004+08:00

Getting more and more sick and tired of my brother !

Sick with him always being rude and act smart in

front of everyone in the family .

Always showing attitude as though the whole world

owe him 100 million !!!!!

I think I'm getting PMS already !

Every single little thing make me feel so pissed !

Especially about ____ ! (for me to know , for you to find out)

I feel like going to the beach now .

Someone , anyone please ask me out to the beach !

2009-11-18T20:20:00.002+08:00

Occasionally the feeling comes back and haunt me !

When I think about it , my heart skip a beat .

But it's okay , I will take it as a lesson learned !

I'm sure time will heal everything , in no time when

I think about it I will be laughing about it !

Wont curse and swear when someone accidentally brings it up .

Thought I am strong enough , but I aint no superwoman !

2009-11-17T17:02:00.005+08:00

-EDITED-

I chose to put my trust in you .

Believed in everything you said , but end up ?

Went to the library with cousy just now !

Borrowed 5 books , Finished reading 2 books alr !

Love reading books , shall visit the library more often .

Life in spore's kinda routine , sort of missing life at Sabah !

Family didnt go for prayer meeting due to the heavy rain .

Last night my mum was talking to me about my birthday thingy .

Actual plan was to go eat steamboat , but I suggested that we

should go KTV as a family and they agree to it (:

So cousy and me will be singing k for both monday and tuesday .

Meeting up with the twins on monday for ktv session too !

It's since long I talk to the twins , than a few days back one of the twins

talk to me and ask if I wanna go out with them . I said why not ?

Haha , so we decided that we should go k-ing at bugis (:

Can already foresee it will be fun ! Cant wait ! (:

2009-11-16T21:11:00.004+08:00

-EDITED-

Sometimes I dont know where is this heading to , it seems to be going no where !

Though it's going nowhere ....

Sometimes it's sweet , sometimes it's bitter .

But most of the time I enjoy being involved in this ! (:

2009-11-15T19:16:00.002+08:00

Introducing my oh-so-cute cousy !

Her name is Koh Zhi Jing , something similar to my name ! (:

2009-11-13T17:08:00.000+08:00

Still thinking what I should do on my birthday !

Any suggestions ?

2009-11-12T16:56:00.002+08:00

Am finally back from Sabah !

I enjoyed myself very very much !

This trip served its purpose very well , archived what

I planned to do during this trip ! Am happy ttm now !

Went to help out at CCC's growing up camp(GUC) for the P6s .

Learned alot from the camp , and felt great to be able to help !

Know many new friends during this camp too .

After GUC was the prophetic conference , learnt alot from it too .

Enjoyed myself at Powered Youth too , their worship was great !

Will upload the photos soon ! (:

2009-11-06T15:17:00.002+08:00

Overall Tawau's fun , only the part
where there's no much place to go shopping ,
always having shortage of electricity and hot weather .
I'm sweating like a pig while i'm posting this post !
Hopefully Singapore will continue to rain frequently
as I heard it is when I get back !

6 more days and i'll be back , but honestly I feel like
staying here longer .
I'm enjoying the slackness and carefree life here .

2009-10-29T07:40:00.002+08:00

Bye guys , I'm heading to the airport soon (:
Gonna miss singapore , my friends and my family (:
Back by 12th nov (:
Till than .

2009-10-28T15:11:00.003+08:00

I dont feel like putting any effort into this anymore .

It's getting no where , everytime I make the effort

to make things right eventually it will go back to square one .

I'm tired of this cycle , I'm not gonna do anything about it .

So people just save your breath and let it be like it is now .

This time I will not care about what the rest say , say

whatever you all like , I had enough (:

2009-10-28T12:58:00.005+08:00

In lesser than 24 hours I will be at Sabah alr .
I hope this trip will let me get rid all the stress I'm facing now .
I hope when I'm there I can have a break from
all these sickening stuffs that's going on in my mind .
For the past few nights , I dreamt about someone
whom I dont feel like missing at all .
It seems like I just cant stop thinking about this someone .
I know I shouldn't but I just cant help it at all !
~~Screw it ttm !~~

Chatted with Darling last night again !
He damn _____ ! (:

2009-10-27T11:25:00.007+08:00

Lovedieher ♥
Featuring my oh-so-loved cousy (:
Always there for me when I need someone .
Though we quarrel at times , but at the end of
the day we'll be like what we used to be (:

Chatted on the phone with darling last night .
His work's being a bitch ! ;wild
Have to wait till 7plus for his call again .
And he made me to promise him something !!!! ;wild
I dont know how am I gonna survive 15 days using
malaysia line to call him ):
13th's sist birthday !(1 day afterI'm back)
Gosh , I hope everything will be planned
out before I go for malaysia !
Than 24th's mine , guess not doing anything this year .
Just a simple dinner or lunch with friends , but prolly not on the
actual date as there's prayer meeting on 24th ):

Current song : 为你写诗
Current mood : Nua-ing at home (:

2009-10-26T11:48:00.002+08:00

After pouring everything out I feel so much better .
Mum confronted him (:
My mum so zai can ? LOL ! Lovedieher !
His answer's jitao like crap lor ! LOL !
Nevermind at least now I know what he really is like .
Thanks friends for not leaving me , despite me not listening
when telling me he's no good and stuff , especially cousy (:

Yesterday I super zai ok ?
I walked back home from church ! Laughs .
Wanted some time alone , so i walked back .
Thought about alot of stuffs while walking back .
Actually it's also a good form for cutting fats :x
Was super duper tired so i slept from 7 last night till 11 this morning .
(:

2009-10-21T13:43:00.003+08:00

You once told me , having cpl in audi with someone who's
not you bf/gf is called flirting .
Than you leh ? What a big joke !
All my teeth are dropping from laughing .
Couple your mei ? LOL ! Think I 3 years old xmm uh ?
Good luck uh , I hope she will wake up and see
what a ~~hongster~~ and irresponsible person you are .
Dont come saying you are not a hongster , I saw the msges conver
you had with your mei ! (:
"I havent get over it , its the first time someone reject me"
Laugh die me ! Got gf still tell ppl like that .
Than Eos no need i say you ownself know also .

Thanks for all the memories ! This time I'm really leaving
everything behind , not going to hold back anymore .
You say I always use hush words on you , yet time and again
you let me down . You told me you will change you just needed some
time . Yadah yadah all lies ! (:
Goodluck and may god bless you (:

Last farewell (:

Gone with the wind

2009-10-21T12:09:00.005+08:00

Basically this post is for someone who used to
be very very dear to me .
I dont want to name who , but ya this post is for you .
In the past we used to be very close , but than now
you found some other friends whom you are enjoying
with , so i guess you dont need me around anymore .
Maybe you guys will say I'm being inconsiderate or what-so-ever .
I dont mind just go ahead and say whatever you all like .

This few days rotted at home , thursday going to take my
scan report . Hopefully nothing's wrong .
And if all's fine I'll be able to go back msia .

2009-10-19T20:18:00.003+08:00

Today rotted at home again .
The weather's like soooooo super hot la !
Than I keep complaint that I'm feeling so hot
to partially everyone whom I was talking to on MSN .
I need to cut fats le !!!!!

P.s I think i need a hair cut .

2009-10-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

Today went out with conggy after church ! (:
But than abit kena force de lor !
Went to pasir ris park to cycle with him ,
He damn stupid luh ! Dont know how to cycle .
He damn funny , he keep like want to bang tress !
Laugh die me ! Than hor i forget say he put on his legs
each a 5 kg de ankleweight to train his 'leg muscles' !
Like lame only ! :x
Damn funny luh ! He banged a kid off the track and
the kid's mum laughed and scolded him , than I was behind laughing
at him like a mad woman ! Than conggy kept saying sorry to the kid .
Than later when we saw the kid again he stopped cycling in order to
prevent history to repeat itself again !
After dined and blah blah , now at my house talk :D

2009-10-17T12:03:00.002+08:00

Current mood : Happy .
Current song : 爱太痛 .

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍
用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑哭不敢哭
人不像人鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯
能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了
能不能不爱了情它太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法爱情割舍
我不能睡
我不能够不能够不爱了
吃不能吃睡不能睡

I'm totally in love with the song 爱太痛 .
It's not because I'm emo-ing is just i love the song :D
Though i slept damn late last night , but than i super happy ! (:
-Grins-

2009-10-16T17:38:00.004+08:00

Today whole day hyper like siao !
But than something bad happened this morning .
Mum's car kena langa by lorry . Luckily no one got hurt .
Actually tonight going ton with the ah hais de ,
guess have to postpone it to next friday or something already .
Something which happened last night made me
super duper happy ! -Grins-
I guess that explains why I'm so hyper now ! :B

2009-10-15T21:28:00.002+08:00

从今天开始，我会更爱自己。
我发觉这段日子我一直在欺骗自己！
过去的事就让它随风去吧。
今天开始我不会在活在过去中。

2009-10-15T15:20:00.004+08:00

Oh gosh I'm 发花痴-ing at home .
I'm currently crazy over Magicians of love .
王少偉's damn 帅 ok ? Gahhhh !
How come I didn't notice before that he's soooooo hot ?
Oh gosh , cant get enough of him .
Everytime he appear in the show I will go crazy .
Screaming and laughing like mad till my mum yell at me .
Laughs ! He 's so so sooooo damn 帅!!!!!!!! ♥

2009-10-12T13:05:00.002+08:00

I'm on the verge on throwing my lappy away ,
throwing my phone away even the house phone !
Quit audi , quit going out , quit everything .~~Except emo-ing.~~
I'm so emo-ing now ! Dont anyone tell me you understand
how I'm feeling now cos you wont understand !
~~Didnt sleep well last night again !~~
~~And please dont come asking "oh dear , whats wrong?"~~
Just leave me to rot tyvm ! Fk me brain to the max !

Sorry I cant stop thinking about it ,
sorry I am weak I cant let go of it ,
sorry I am such a loser .
Everything will be left as a memory.
Even though it was neither long nor short,
I really enjoy myself in the presences of you.
Just screw me brain , I'm not ok but i will stay strong .
Just like what you said , what doesnt kills , will make me stronger.

2009-10-11T15:19:00.001+08:00

-EDITED-

Did I said something wrong ?
Everything was like ok untill last night .
I'm really sorry for joking about it !
But than again , your reaction was damn big !
And now you wont reply my msg-es and call !
Gahhhhh ! Fuck it ! Hate it and screw it to the max !
I wanna bang wall now !

Ty des and jer for your advices .
Felt soooooooooo much better after what you all tell me !
;luv I'm feeling much better , hopefully tonight i can sleep ! :D

2009-10-09T10:37:00.007+08:00

Always thought that I will be strong enough .
Always thought that I could overcome every thing .
But somehow I figure out that it's only what I thought I can do .
I'm so so so much weaker than I thought .

This few days my mood's been like a rollar coaster ride .
One minute I'm being so happy and hyper ,
the next minute I feel so emo like fk !
I dont know why I'm like that !
But I really hate the way I am now !

2009-10-08T16:26:00.002+08:00

Today finally finish N level le !
Super happy ! Finally free liao !
No more stress ! ;hoho
Happy like a lark ! :D

Now , I is boliaooooo daooooo ~
With Edwin at my tagboard kpkb :x
Laughs ! Ah tat see le mai angry hor :D
Hahaha !

2009-10-07T16:53:00.005+08:00

I'm SICK!
Stomach pain die ! All thanks to the fruit juice
daddy gave me this morning !
After drinking the juice my stomach machiam cramps la !

Btw i ~~hate~~ DESMOND !
He go post our msn chat log D:
Me ~~hate~~ die you la Des !
I was just dusturbing him than he SS-ed
and post it on his blog ! ;wild !
Never Des you wait I sure make you malu one day also ! ;lala!

But then in overall , I am very very very happy this few days :D

And ta-da , Junn lovelove mega-ed me yesterday :B
<3

2009-10-05T19:46:00.004+08:00

Introducing my pretty laopo ! :B
Chio right ? <3 her to the max ! Laughs !
Ugly truth was super funny , really laughed my head off !
Everyone in the cinema was practically laughing like SO LOUD !
LOL , i will rate it 4/5 ! :B

2009-10-05T14:00:00.003+08:00

Science paper today's totally CMI!
LOL , for physic okok la , but for chemistry
I only did the MCQs and a few question for section B !
Laughs , anyway i gave up on this two subjects long ago ! :B
Gonna meet dearest Laopo soon !
Photos to be taken and dinner <3

I dont care what they say , I'm in love with you .
They try to pull me away but they dont know the truth .
My heart's crippled by the vein . that i keep on closing .
Baby cant you see my heart's bleeding ?
For god's sake!

2009-09-28T14:02:00.003+08:00

-Edited-

I dont know how i should feel now .
My heart isn't working like how it should .
Every message from you is just so ... breathe taking !
I try and try so hard to not think about what we used to be ,
but its no good at all, all the scenes just keep playing in my mind !
I know I shouldn't be saying this but i miss you !
I miss you a hell lot !

Feel like catching movie , anyone ?
Ugly truth , G-force and phobia 2 and accident .
Without you , it also means no one will be there to
accompany me to the movies .
I dont know why but you still take up the most important
place in my heart ! I dont know anything anymore .

2009-09-26T10:08:00.002+08:00

Everything feels so unreal now .
Not being able to believe whatever comes out
from somebody's mouth , did you guys ever felt this way ?

2009-09-25T20:53:00.002+08:00

It had been days before we met .
And I'm starting to miss you a little bit .
Miss your msg-es that would great me and
say you miss me , and wanna meet me .

Wont you tell me you miss me ?
Cause I miss you a hell lot !

2009-09-24T19:59:00.002+08:00

This few days keep audi audi audi .
Passed Muffins to Sendi le , and joined SYM :D
It's a fun fam ! The master sibeh siao , the members
also all sot sot de ! LOL .
Overall enjoyed being in the fam .

Also this few days the thing we chat about is
getting from bad to worse , it's like we have nothing
much to talk about at all . Maybe it's something good ?
I never sms anyone recently also , good good .
Like that can save money ! :D

Thats all bah , nothing much recently .
My life's super colourless :D

Where is the love ?

2009-09-22T15:03:00.003+08:00

-Edited-

很想說有你是幸福的.
很想說我的心是你的.
But I cant deceive myself and say it .
As I was heading back home ,
a lot of things went through my mind .

To that girl :
I think that you are just acting to be innocent and naive
in front of people , and act like you are the victim .
You go around telling people what happened but not the
whole story , so many people was at your side and i was
once fooled by your made up story .
But behind the screen you are totally different from what
you told every single one .
I really feel so deceived , this time it's concerning my relationship .
Too bad this time you cant fool me .
You are not as innocent as you look , I really had learnt a BIG lesson !
Not to judge a book by its cover , dont think i will ever trust you again !
I repeat I WILL NEVER TRUST YOU AGAIN !
I chose to trust in the past cos i think you are a great sister ,
i chose to trust you because you said you and him are just FRIENDS .
But does being friends need to involve such talks ?
Ha! What a big fat joke !

To him :
I dont totally put the blame on her , you are at fault too .
In the first fcuking place why did you even crack this kind of
jokes ? Random thought ? Please comeon , even its random
you are not i repeat YOU ARE NOT supposed to say it out .
If you think it is funny than let me tell you it's not at all !
And i'm going to blame you cos it's your fault this time ,
i'm not going to be like last time , cos it's really your fault !
And to me , you will leave such an impression .
"You can do it to someone I know what other things you would
not do to those I dont know?"
And you know we are having a problem between us and you said you
know but you are not even doing anything about it at all .
I feel that in this relationship i'm the only one who's trying so hard to
keep it going . Maybe to you , you give in a lot to me , but I really dont
think so at all . And we didn't even met for the past 7 days untill today .
Obviously something's wrong with us , I hope that we can have a
cooling down period before we make any decisions , be it continuing or
ending this relation .

2009-09-22T09:06:00.003+08:00

Back to using blogger , too noob on onsugar !
Laughs , went out with besties the past few days .
Had real fun ! HAHAHA (:

Went for cell dinner last night , actually not really cell
but more like the older ones get together haha .
Had dinner at Fish & co and went to Starbucks to
chill after dinner , we did alot of stupid things inside !
LOL , was really very fun .
Didnt have so much fun for a long long time already .
Will upload photos soon .

To friends and him :
Am happy with way we are now , for the 3 r/s .
Be it friends or lovers .
It's good when i dont have to think so much .
I love it sweet and simple !
I hate it when i have to think alot , and worry for this
worry for that , its totally not what I like at all .
I just hope things will stay the way there are untill I
have the energy to go and settle them .